Ba Long long Xmas

Its a long long Xmas season with so many meetings and gathering to celebrate the end of this year and meanwhile thanks giving. I ain't gonna forget this xmas cuz its really precious.

Errol's Place : we spend our xmas eve at errol's home, were there was alot of food n fun. Got to know marcus, kinda nice person. Had a wheel so we had shots with red wine , rum, wisky ,plain water and so and so for you name it we had it. Later we end the day with watching mama mia the move and I got Kock Out Flat . Ling can you please remove those unglam photos of me thanks.

- Taken at 12am of Xmas-
-watching the balls spin-

Home: home was not that exciting as the outside , but then spending xmas with the family also made it much warmer.

-Back At Home-

Rei Rei's House: It almost did't happen.... Rei, Feli , SPT thanks to all of you we had made it this time. I was really suprise that SPT knows how to cook, really like what he had prepared.LOlx the rest of the night was just drinking and cathing up with each other since we have not seen each other for so long.

-I think she is drunk-
-Chilling down-- Dog talk-

In Town : To end it i will wana wish Jiro a happy birthday :)

- Jiro's Birthday -

I felt that....

somethings that my feelings told say to my eX(s):

"How have you been? It has been some time I kept thinking about the times that we were together be it the sad or happy, the kisses that we had, the number of times that you told me that you love me . I looked around me and where are you now? I really miss you. Why will we have to keep that hard fact of being together in a relationship with you, it is very hard to be normal friends again? Things has changed , but that you in my mind has not, I still love you for who you are..."
Btw Enya has very recently release her album in singapore . This is a song by her which i want dedicated to all my ex. and thank you for the memories that you have given me, every single thing that you had helpped me and what you have taught me. I will want to say that appologies that i had not been a better boyfriend who I was suppose to be and if i had hurt you one way or the other. I sincerly wish everyone and each of you are happy with life .

Air ForcE Sch! Woo hoo

I NeVer ever thought that i was one of the 2 % of School of infantry Spec to go AFS. My ambition was to go to Officer Cadet School but then i was not being able to do so cuz of some problems with some ppl with u know la. haha but to say really going Airforce is a dream and so that that dream pop out to be true. Time to get Bz

21st "Stars of the 80's"

Its just happened with a blink of the eye. I finished walking that 28 KM that day, at 12 am on my bday i was at kranji dam , my ns mates was wishing me happy bday n singing me birthday song. I did not regret celebrating on the actual day, even the turn out was 60/86 . Most that did't made it was either stuck in camp, 28 km march to tired or a few others. Those who AWOL prepare to get charge, haha. Its was really some birthday in my life, all thanks to those who attended and 2 person who did so much planning and excuting the birthday. Thank you Yuan ling & He jia! Last but not least the presents that was given for that day:)

-Deco Ard the pool-

-THANK YOU PLANNERS JIA & LING!-
- Ken, Moon, Gary n Me-


- haha thats my 80's Cake-

-NS friends-
-some for secondary sch friends-
-Family :D-
-Okay you know what happened-

21!

It's my 21th so be there, let me know if you are coming :)

21 Birthday Wishlist

1. Alcohol
2. Slippers (US 9)
3. Bracelet
4. Ear Studs / Ring
5. Accessories
6. Ring
7. Belt
8. Sun Glasses
9. Singlet
10. Shorts
11. Something hand made
12. Sony Digi Cam
13. Jacket
14. Clothes
15. Necklace
16. Cap
17. Watch
18. A Nike Casual Shoe (US 9)
19. Jeans
20. $ Ang Bao
21. Come for My Party :)

1 Week of Sucking Tumb

The last week of October was a little crazy for me. Okay firstly back in training we are given (L)plates like leadership roles to learn. I had field Camp which is the thoughest time that all NS man have gone true, holding a leadership position is a double nightmare lor. Hai~ was given the role of (L) platoon Sergent in Field Camp lor. Imagine that you have to push orders when everyone is so shack and you yourself is tired. Then on Live Range i was the section commander as well as the Duty Instructor (L) Sergent Major. Then this coming Tuesday is field camp 2, i will take over the role of acting (L) Sergent Major, Tripple Nightmare Rite ... Hai~ its a challenge to learn more things. haha next week is another week of hell Suck Thumb again.

WTH O.O Whats wroNg?

i was going across some youtube videos and i just realise how is globalization had changed the world. To be frank i like to add hokkien when i speak, it just brings up the mood in some way.. Look at this haHa...

Woops my 1st Bandage

Hahaha this is my first time injuring my body and to the state i need a bandage. I over strain my muscles on the SOC ground and then i continue on training form the next few day till the days, then i did my chin up thats when the pain took me down... Sound Fimillar rite, i don want to be another man to die doing Chin up .

-On my Arm T.T -

There are so many people in Sispec, friends, secondary school mates, poly mates and so on . A Sargent in my coy was in the secondary school as me. The Army is small Liwei is in the same section as me, haha we will be gaying ard, Zhong Wei/Eddie/Yong Kang in the same coy, Jayden is in Charlie, Joie/ron in BMTC, the Rest is waiting to be enlisted. Serve and F*#k off .Hais Suck Thumb....

Staying In a " 6 Star Hotel"

Recently I have check-in to this "6 Star Hotel" in the west part of Singapore and it is really outstanding. Oh yes just a little update about how i am doing , i 'm doing really great. Am in SISPEC (or known as School of Infantry Speclist) now. Things are not too bad as i thought, i managed to mixed quite well with my bunk mates and made quite a number of new friends.
I think I'm loving it cuz that we have been training our fitness and which my coy is well known for. haha u did't expect to come out from me rite.

Now training to be a leader there... i have been very inspired by OC . He is really some old man, dispite being old, he is is very cheerful and very fit, very unlikely you will see such people at his age behaving like this. haha admire the way he pushes his man & his way of leading, it is very natural and it is the style of leadership i want to adopt. Well its just that you will want to push on with such a leaders around.

Arrrr.... (War cry) Very motivated to finish my NS and i will push on the very best of myself out of it.

Some POP Pictures....

Yes yes i know the moment everyone wishes to see me bald. lolx but that is not going to happen hahaha . My Caps will always be on at all times . Its very very rate that i have a pix with my dad the last time we took a picture... hmmmm i don't have a memory of it . Shitz i am dam Black LA

Dad +M3

Yong Kang & I

-My 2IC , PC, SC , Platoon Mates-

A Few MusT watch Drama

LAST FRIENDS

Last Friend is a must watch, it gives a new era to Japanese Drama. Just watch and you will get to know what i mean.

Shibatora シバトラ

Haha Te Chan is in this dama (Taketora Shibata). Darm cute as he is a police detective with a baby face.

HK & Macau

Its was just some last min decision to go Hong Kong, went there for course for a while then went to refresh myself about HK. Lolx i never plan for this trip so was blur like shit when i arrive at the airport. Just realize that everywhere there changed within 3 years. So have been eating like crazy, n window shopping. Hai~ Just wish that i was a little more rich so i can buy more stuff. hai~ if i got i million dollars..

- Hotel Room View-

- Serving the largest tamago in the World lolx-
-Take a Start Ferry to Wan Chai-
-At night in Macau-


- Haha just had 1 of the best egg tart in Macau-
-Had Krispy kream @ the airport before flying back-

Sniff T.T I burn some cash in the casino.... so morale of the story, don gamble. Macau was not as fun as Hk, everything over there was like church & casino . I finish like all the attractions on the island within 4 hours of walking by foot. Oh yes if you are in hong kong pls do not miss krispy kream cuz it is the best in the world, even better then donut factory or what ever u call it in SG.

PassingOutParade(POP) ohz....

Two Month of all this Shit is over, 24 Click, 5 Bx every morning, IPPT ,SOC and watever. Nevertheless we had lots n lots of fun. Have will upload some photos soon. Waiting for posting. Sianz

New Name n New Life

Just 2 months ago, before going in to NS I have decided to shut down this blog and turn it into a memory of mine. Just that i had a set back which has put me into a state of one of the darkest moments in my life. I have learn more about people and life in that lesson.

I was lucky there were a few people who stood beside me and encouraged me to move on. I want to say a big "thank you" and thank I you from the bottom of my heart.

Many friends and readers flood me with emails and messages asking me whats wrong and they wish that i can blog on. Today i reconnect my interest to everyone reading this blog, a big thank you for staying with me.

My Japanese mum renamed me Shuu , because dennis alone will cause me bad luck. Shuu is a japanese name which mean Excel or Outstanding. Now and then u will see me adding and using this name Shuu.

Okay I am now on an Attend C which is an MC, and its a dream ticket of all NSF Man to go home. But pls don't think its easy to Keang 1 Attend C , just see the amount of medicine they gave me. Guess what kinda situation i am in now haha.

Wow! Its Extended

This come in very late but i was not able to do a blast. But then its another 2 weeks away to the real thing. I hope that another postphone can be done .lolx

Mothers love is the best

O kasan sent me a safety charm before going into NS

OMGISH ITS GETTING NEARER!!!!

Some times its just good by not saying anything and just wait for it to come...

Prisoner of Love - Utada Hikaru

Just then after hearing this song , it just explain what am i feeling. I just broke down. I am feeling bitter & this is a bitter song, nevertheless i don't admit that I am still badly affected my experience with relationships. Utada Hikaru wrote this song“Prisoner of Love” in english and now its is featured in the Japanese drama “Last Friends,” which the producers wanted the lyrics to relate to both lovers and friends. This song is dedicated to people who is in the same situation as me.

Japanese Lyrics:

平気な顔で嘘をついて
笑って 嫌気がさして
楽ばかりしようとしていた

ないものねだりブルース

皆安らぎを求めている

満ち足りてるのに奪い合う

愛の影を追っている

退屈な毎日が急に輝きだした

あなたが現れたあの日から

孤独でも辛くても平気だと思えた

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

病める時も健やかなる時も

嵐の日も晴れの日も共に歩もう

I’m gonna tell you the truth

人知れず辛い道を選ぶ

私を応援してくれる

あなただけを友と呼ぶ

強がりや欲張りが無意味になりました

あなたに愛されたあの日から

自由でもヨユウでも一人じゃ虚しいわ

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Oh もう少しだよ

Don’t you give up

Oh 見捨てない 絶対に

残酷な現実が二人を引き裂けば

より一層強く惹かれ合ういくらでも

いくらでも頑張れる気がした

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

ありふれた日常が急に輝きだした

心を奪われたあの日から

孤独でも辛くても平気だと思えた

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me

My baby, say you love me

Stay with me, stay with me

一人にさせない

English Translation:

You tell lies with a straight face

Laughing in a sick way

You always said that we should just have fun

Feeling blue over asking so much

Everyone is seeking for peace

You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough

Now you’re chasing after the shadow of love

Since the day you appeared

My boring daily life has begun to shine

Now I can think that I’m all right even when I’m lonely or in pain

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,

Let’s walk together on stormy days or sunny days

I’m gonna tell you the truth

I chose a secret painful path

And you came to support me

You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of greed and strength have become meaningless

Since the day you loved me

Even when I’m free and have inner strength, I feel vain when I’m alone

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Oh Just a little more

Don’t you give up

Oh I’ll never abandon you

If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart

We’ll be drawn more closely to one another

Somehow, I have a feeling that we’ll be able to do our best

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

My ordinary life has suddenly begun to shine

Since the day you stole my heart

I thought I could deal with loneliness and pain

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me

Stay with me, stay with me

I will never leave you

(Translated by: Sanosuke and Nasudaijin)

Memories from Japan

Hmm Went to japan 3 weeks back, i am still missing very thing there. So here i am going to back date what happen for the first 3 days. Lolx i see how long i will finish the post.

Day 1: Nothing Much I Just Fly off from Singapore to Bangkok, did a few duty free shopping and fly to Osaka.

Day2: I reached Japan in the morning. It was so cold (7Degrees I guess) n I am freaking tired, the flight was horrible cuz the whole plane was just too warm cuz its a full flight. n i have to put my face against the window to feel colder. I met up with Kumiko( Jap Sister) so we went back to Shinsaibashi to have dinner cuz there was no 1 at home to cook. Shinsaibashi is still beautiful , they finally finish the construction of the bridge after 3 years, if u notice my post 2 years ago it better. But any way i look crap on the first day.

Day 3: Hisa (Jap Younger Sister) came back in the morning, I was greeted by a drop of eye drop that left me screaming n tearing. K nvm, i had a scary ride of a scooter illegally(1 rider on scooter is only allowed) with hisa down the slopes to the train station, and cuz we were near the Police station we have to push the scooter. later of the day just went with hisa to her uni to do her entrance admin stuff, later i went down with hisa to run around America mura i think she don't really like it. Had Omiyakae at doton buri, it was really good lolx.

Part of Kiehl's Boys

Okie i know this is bad to actually back date the entries when you are blogging. Yeah got a not bad paying job as a Kiehl's promoter. We were actually promoting this new product , . So we had to go from random people to shield them with an umbrella . Pai Sae leh.

-Day 1-
-The 8 of us( 1 more with the Camera-
-Then it start to rain-
-Its Just sways that if u meet ur friends-
- Spot the mistake- lolx

Diploma Show 2008

-My Space-
-Random-

MY PORTFOLIO

3 Years in TDS this was my final showcase of my works ha lolx.Oh yeah tomorrow is the last day of the show so do come down.