I sold my first Masterpiece!!!

I was given back my $15 after doing my cube, yeah hahah and it was not damage. And onto that i was given $50 as my aunt wanted to by that cube. because she felt it was nice and it will be a waste if i throw it away. There was about 200 cubes lying outside the workshop and it was a beautiful sight. I guess they will leave it there until it fades off.

I had a very very enjoyable time with my course mates, this was the first time i went to the chalet with them and we got to know each other more.

Oh yep it have been hot topic about tammy's clips , which are 4 parts of her porn being passed around the web. She lost her handphone and inside that handphone it contains 4 clips of her having sex with her boy friend. Well what i can say, ppl pls there is no wrong to take pictures or video of ur porn, but can u store it in a safer place?And fuck that fellow who pass that video clip around, u will be so bastard soon i swear.

Well i have to say so sorry there will be no more discount going to why not because i have quit after a day of work. And now i am working at the wallet shop, very reasonable pay with commision and i m having my training at Marina Square.

Break the silence

Haha it have been a while i have been in my emo world but i am telling you ppl that i am alrite to start it with a new hair style. Yes i know its bloody short any coments? haha, yeah i miss my old hair T.T

Okie i found a new job at why not, only some ppl will know where it is. Wallet shop called me up also to ask me for an interview. It was paid off after thousand miles of walking around shopping centres around singapore

Oh yes i am learning how to use photo shop CS2 lolx its so sucessful...

Well let me have a new start thank you ppl for the concern for the past few days, i m more than glad to tell you all that i feeling better:)

Turning Point

I guess no 1 understands what i am going through for these few days, execpt myself. No 1 understand how i felt, . Its not so simple to tell others not to do this and that but i guess u will need to experience devastation to be in my shoes. I have tried to get back with my pace of life but after seeing other ppls coments, it turn me back to the square. I have lose some1 who means alot to me, and its will be nothing less than impossible to get that person back. i am facing it, i am a young adult i am not yet a man, every of this experience will make u stronger to grow up, pampered my arse, now everyone felt i should expeced this.

Well for this holidays i have made it a point of what to do.This is my wish list
1. Recover from what i felt
2. Salvage some friendship?
3. Master Adobe Photo Shop CS2
4. New Blog
5. Find a new Job in Retail
6. Leave Singapore
7. smoke( i am 18,n no longer a small KID)

If i don find any job than i guess i will have to sell my natural resource, hahah. I don know y my nose is bleeding recently, was it because of stress or is it due to that virus that i got a few days ago. hmmmm. I think i will need to leave this place for a while its giving me nightmares, people are just taking over my place.

Frozen

Thank you people, who r concern about me in this situation. I just wana tell you all that i am taking it easy and i am fine. I am still very tired of my summitions, for the last few days i only about 3 hours of sleep per day. But then even i rushed trough those assignments, i guess it was poorly done.

Thinking about it i still felt this cold and bitter feeling lying in my heart. QY no longer type honey and mucks in the msg QY sent, QY starts it with "Hey".I wander were is the person that i need most in such a mess. I can't take this drustic change but what i think i need was more time for me to recover my feelings. Did somthing very very silly but felt very refresh and much more better after doing it and its part of the turning point scheme.

I need a new job to keep me occupied,as what my manager feels that it will be good not to think about it.Arr... i am trying all sorts of way to get away with it.Thank you Jared,elton, Wee Teck and people around me for the corncern that u r giving.I will take all your advice to go through. Sorry ppl who r trying to reach me i am too depress to talk or sms.Guess i will need a period of time to recover or get away to somewhere for the time being.

The Circle is broken

It all ended 4 months right after i gave that person 1 of my the most important thing in my life that money can't buy. That person said "did't u sense it that it will be going to be over?". but that was not the most hurting thing QY said, QY explain why QY sms me i love u this morning. QY explained "i said that to you because you deserve it". Y do i deserve it, when its was not from your bottom of your heart, and QY wants to part with me.

I should have taken a look at those signs for the last few weeks:
-Spending time with QY when QY is rushing: QY never spend time with me when i rushed.
-QY stayed at CW house: QY never stayed in my house because QY's parent will scold .
-Stop sending me good nite msgs

I wander what i have done for QY:
- Got into a triangle love for QY
- Giving QY mucks to brighten QY's day
- Gave QY whatever i can

I am lost my world is totally changed. I missed some1 so much and yet such a thing happen and it bleeds.

Its all darkness all around me, but its nothing compared to pain of leaving that person. QY sent me a msg to blave all my hut on QY. But whats there to blame on QY, its me who started this and do everything willingly for that person.

Oh yes i summited my HCD file look at the mess in the studio. I am left with 5 dollars and thats suppose to last me to the end of this month. There is more to come but let me tell you guys, you will no longer see the same dennis that you used see.

VICTORY is Ours

YEAH I passed my Human Centred Design. Twist Twist. Jump Jump. Just like a kiddo. Feel overjoyed of that news, because it was the hard work that paid off . In that creth only 1/2 of the cohort passed that project the rest failed. Well have to focus on the other minor summitions.In the morning Yi Xiang and i was panicing like no ones business. Well after the summitions we were given a treat of KFC in our studio. Look how many chicken we had :)
Took a taxi down to TP with my pinter and stuff and rushed my summitions. Thanks again with the help of my brother and Xiang for helping out in this project. Was dead tired and after that i fell into some sort of deep sleep. yawns yawns . But woke up in the middle of the nite hearing arguement between my aunt n my bro. Oh yep my bro had got good result for his o levels indeed better than mine 15. He want to go hospi;atity tourism, well wish him the best i guess i still need more sleep but guess its important to find a new job soon . hai~

Dying Moments

Hmm I have not been blogging recently due to my asignments lately. sob sob T.T . As usual i am suffering with bad hair everyday during this period. Every day it look very shabby , i need to chop it off soon 1 day.

Guess what, i designed that model above, and its made by me ,yi xiang and choon wei. I remembered how desprate i was when I did this , calling them down to help me. Have pretty good comments thanks guys.

Hmm but again i taught that i may consider a course transfer. i just wander what kind of design i will be intrested in.

Worst of all i am now have a flu and a fever, while doing all this torchlight that we have to summit on monday.Aww anthing worst than this?