I sold my first Masterpiece!!!

I was given back my $15 after doing my cube, yeah hahah and it was not damage. And onto that i was given $50 as my aunt wanted to by that cube. because she felt it was nice and it will be a waste if i throw it away. There was about 200 cubes lying outside the workshop and it was a beautiful sight. I guess they will leave it there until it fades off.

I had a very very enjoyable time with my course mates, this was the first time i went to the chalet with them and we got to know each other more.

Oh yep it have been hot topic about tammy's clips , which are 4 parts of her porn being passed around the web. She lost her handphone and inside that handphone it contains 4 clips of her having sex with her boy friend. Well what i can say, ppl pls there is no wrong to take pictures or video of ur porn, but can u store it in a safer place?And fuck that fellow who pass that video clip around, u will be so bastard soon i swear.

Well i have to say so sorry there will be no more discount going to why not because i have quit after a day of work. And now i am working at the wallet shop, very reasonable pay with commision and i m having my training at Marina Square.

Break the silence

Haha it have been a while i have been in my emo world but i am telling you ppl that i am alrite to start it with a new hair style. Yes i know its bloody short any coments? haha, yeah i miss my old hair T.T

Okie i found a new job at why not, only some ppl will know where it is. Wallet shop called me up also to ask me for an interview. It was paid off after thousand miles of walking around shopping centres around singapore

Oh yes i am learning how to use photo shop CS2 lolx its so sucessful...

Well let me have a new start thank you ppl for the concern for the past few days, i m more than glad to tell you all that i feeling better:)

Turning Point

I guess no 1 understands what i am going through for these few days, execpt myself. No 1 understand how i felt, . Its not so simple to tell others not to do this and that but i guess u will need to experience devastation to be in my shoes. I have tried to get back with my pace of life but after seeing other ppls coments, it turn me back to the square. I have lose some1 who means alot to me, and its will be nothing less than impossible to get that person back. i am facing it, i am a young adult i am not yet a man, every of this experience will make u stronger to grow up, pampered my arse, now everyone felt i should expeced this.

Well for this holidays i have made it a point of what to do.This is my wish list
1. Recover from what i felt
2. Salvage some friendship?
3. Master Adobe Photo Shop CS2
4. New Blog
5. Find a new Job in Retail
6. Leave Singapore
7. smoke( i am 18,n no longer a small KID)

If i don find any job than i guess i will have to sell my natural resource, hahah. I don know y my nose is bleeding recently, was it because of stress or is it due to that virus that i got a few days ago. hmmmm. I think i will need to leave this place for a while its giving me nightmares, people are just taking over my place.

Frozen

Thank you people, who r concern about me in this situation. I just wana tell you all that i am taking it easy and i am fine. I am still very tired of my summitions, for the last few days i only about 3 hours of sleep per day. But then even i rushed trough those assignments, i guess it was poorly done.

Thinking about it i still felt this cold and bitter feeling lying in my heart. QY no longer type honey and mucks in the msg QY sent, QY starts it with "Hey".I wander were is the person that i need most in such a mess. I can't take this drustic change but what i think i need was more time for me to recover my feelings. Did somthing very very silly but felt very refresh and much more better after doing it and its part of the turning point scheme.

I need a new job to keep me occupied,as what my manager feels that it will be good not to think about it.Arr... i am trying all sorts of way to get away with it.Thank you Jared,elton, Wee Teck and people around me for the corncern that u r giving.I will take all your advice to go through. Sorry ppl who r trying to reach me i am too depress to talk or sms.Guess i will need a period of time to recover or get away to somewhere for the time being.

The Circle is broken

It all ended 4 months right after i gave that person 1 of my the most important thing in my life that money can't buy. That person said "did't u sense it that it will be going to be over?". but that was not the most hurting thing QY said, QY explain why QY sms me i love u this morning. QY explained "i said that to you because you deserve it". Y do i deserve it, when its was not from your bottom of your heart, and QY wants to part with me.

I should have taken a look at those signs for the last few weeks:
-Spending time with QY when QY is rushing: QY never spend time with me when i rushed.
-QY stayed at CW house: QY never stayed in my house because QY's parent will scold .
-Stop sending me good nite msgs

I wander what i have done for QY:
- Got into a triangle love for QY
- Giving QY mucks to brighten QY's day
- Gave QY whatever i can

I am lost my world is totally changed. I missed some1 so much and yet such a thing happen and it bleeds.

Its all darkness all around me, but its nothing compared to pain of leaving that person. QY sent me a msg to blave all my hut on QY. But whats there to blame on QY, its me who started this and do everything willingly for that person.

Oh yes i summited my HCD file look at the mess in the studio. I am left with 5 dollars and thats suppose to last me to the end of this month. There is more to come but let me tell you guys, you will no longer see the same dennis that you used see.

VICTORY is Ours

YEAH I passed my Human Centred Design. Twist Twist. Jump Jump. Just like a kiddo. Feel overjoyed of that news, because it was the hard work that paid off . In that creth only 1/2 of the cohort passed that project the rest failed. Well have to focus on the other minor summitions.In the morning Yi Xiang and i was panicing like no ones business. Well after the summitions we were given a treat of KFC in our studio. Look how many chicken we had :)
Took a taxi down to TP with my pinter and stuff and rushed my summitions. Thanks again with the help of my brother and Xiang for helping out in this project. Was dead tired and after that i fell into some sort of deep sleep. yawns yawns . But woke up in the middle of the nite hearing arguement between my aunt n my bro. Oh yep my bro had got good result for his o levels indeed better than mine 15. He want to go hospi;atity tourism, well wish him the best i guess i still need more sleep but guess its important to find a new job soon . hai~

Dying Moments

Hmm I have not been blogging recently due to my asignments lately. sob sob T.T . As usual i am suffering with bad hair everyday during this period. Every day it look very shabby , i need to chop it off soon 1 day.

Guess what, i designed that model above, and its made by me ,yi xiang and choon wei. I remembered how desprate i was when I did this , calling them down to help me. Have pretty good comments thanks guys.

Hmm but again i taught that i may consider a course transfer. i just wander what kind of design i will be intrested in.

Worst of all i am now have a flu and a fever, while doing all this torchlight that we have to summit on monday.Aww anthing worst than this?

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai. Its chinese new year, the dog year. Well wish that this year can get alot of ang bao so can 1st clear my debts, 2nd to fly again and buy new cloths. This monday had a photoshot in SPH for Hang Ten. It will be publish on the new papers on 10 Febuary i guess. All thanks to wee teck for giving me the chance. Well to shoot was rather some intimate photos that i took with a quite pretty gal. Hmm i have not hug a gal for a long time since the last broke off last year bring me very fresh memories of my past. So was rather nervous when i took the photos with her. Then i can feel that shiver that is in her lolx.

Dam i am grounded for chinese new year. So stress up with alot of summitions ahead for me and its killing. Further more i have been working on copic markers everyday, doing my rendering... Going to die of copic marker posioning... I have been spending lots and lots on money on design, buying copic markers and papers too. i am so broke. got to sell my arse soon... Hai. Happy Chinese new year to everyone out there Hugs

Its time to celebrate

This post is suppose to be posted on the 14 of JANUARY
Well celebrated our family member's birthday. some of them did not celebrate their birthday, due to what have happen for the last few week. Everyone got back to their lives, trying to forget the unpleasent past. A total of 5 of them celebrated their birthday, my grandma and the 4 of my aunt. Well the whole day i was playing with the kids. They are adoreble , innocent and so cheerful. How i wish that i can be like them. nothing to worry of and just play all they want. Hmmm got them sparkers from NTUC.it was dam expensive for 2 dollars there was only 18 pieces. But i guess it was worth it after seeing them playing so happily. Took care of samuel the most. haha can see this guy like me. K then paid that cake, 8 of us got to pay 16 dollars for the cake.man... i am going to be broke

Back to life

It have been raining all these while. On Saturday Choon Wei, Xuan De , Yi Siang and Me were at Pulau Ubin. It was raining all this while. Yi Xiang and I reached ubin first,so was riped off while geting the bikes. Choon wei and gang got each bike at a dollar cheaper each. The rain stoped for a while. Thank goodness the tie was low when we reach chek Jawa, then we were able to see some of the wetland organism. Choon Wei had a fall and he bleed quite a lot. Tried to get back but it rained very very heavily.

Was ask to stay back with them for lunch but was in a rush. As usual I jump of the bump boat and ran to the market to get my Changi village Nasi Lemak. Than rush down to Tanjong Pagar to meet up with project mates. Went into URA to look around for our culure & expression. Went to Maxwell market to eat later. Was surprise that the food was good over there.

I had a hard time getting to the bus stop, the whole Ee Tong Seng St was block due to the lighting up Festival of Chinese New Year. So I have to walk a few bus stops ahead, to Brass Basar to buy my paper for my Rendering.

Later Went to National Library but did not find the book that I wanted. Went to toa Payoh to get some books of rendering, pick up lee hom’s new album, got my granny tao sa bun and got myself strawberry ice-scream.

Sobz I bought 4D 0568 comes out 8560… I did’t know what is eye-bet if not I will win 10 K…

Let it go

The last thing that I got Yi Boh was 3 Lillis, 5 roses, 6 mini daises and 2 purple bells. That is what I got her before she was laid to rest in Lim Chu Kang on No.568. That morning was very emotional. As I don want to see so much upset in the place I went out to get some flowers. They open the coffin, and place some more things into the coffin, all her children who where there put in 1 their watches and some soft toys inside. That was to accompany her on her journey so that there will be something for her to remember her sons.

When I am back I laid it on her coffin, Than 3rd Yi Boh’s her daughter ,Yin Jie Jie, sorrowly told her mum in Cantonese” dennis got you some flowers, the flowers r so beautiful”. At then there is nothing I can do but burst into tears and weep.

There was a prayer session for yi boh before they close the coffin. It was a very very bitter depart my 4th Yi Boh was mourning , she said in Cantonese “ Elder sister, I have been 73 years of sister with you, now I will have to say bye to you, I will miss you every time”. Yin jie say that she will miss her cooking and her company .Never seen something like this before in my life before, again I weep after seeing them close the coffin.

Sent her on her last journey to Lim Chu Kang where she is laid to rest. Before the buial we sang her amazing grace. Later everyone was given a flower. We thrown in the flower and the black patch which we worn into the pit. All her children thanked her for taking care of them ,asked her to rest in peace and good bye.

After all I was supper pissed of the child who disown his mum. He said this to his mom, if there will to be a day that she dies, he will be there only for 10 minutes, and yes he did it. If he ever want to fight for the mother’s will I swear this at him ”If you don want your mother you should not take her money”. Periods.

Took care of ah ma( my grandmother) after the funeral at home, I can see that she is upset but she is remaining strong as the eldest in the family . Had a nevertheless, it was an upsetting day, but I can remember most of the time, I was trying to play with the kids to prevent myself from crying. After everything I remember I fell to some kind of deep sleep.

This song on this blog is specially dedicated to her, its called let it go by Corrine may, I wish this song could then let her anger and pain go and let it be. I guess she is happy now up there smiling, watching us once we have got over it. I believe that one day I will be still able to call her yi boh face to face.

A tribute to my Yi Boh

Mdm Loo Sow Kwai age 73, leaving behind 1 daughter, 3 sons and 2 grand children. Her life was rather tough and hard for her. She don have a complete growth of her hand so she had one other hand smaller. During her middle age she divorced with her husband who swindered her money. Then she raise all her children to very successful people.2 business man, 1 teacher, 1 professor. She spent most of her life time as a bus driver. At then she was the oldest female bus driver at the age of 70. She disown her youngest son as he is with a lady 12 years older than her. Just 3 months ago she was diogonise with stomach cancer and now it have taken her life. On all her life time she have been earning hard for her kids, save up half a million, but she was not able to use it before she left.

In the picture u can see the toys that she made out of the beads, she have made a thousand of them spend most of her free time making them. Now she is gone, everyone miss her very very much.
I will remember her as a very cheerful and young at heart lady, who gave me bus rides when I was in primary school. I was quite close to her when I was living in my fourth aunts place. She always give me very meanful taughts of life.

I was glad that she accepted Christ before she died, may she rest in peace. She will be dearly missed by all of us. Her food she cook, her principle of life, her chats with me and her unique way of calling my name “denni”.

Bad Year Ahead

Never had such a bad starting of the year.
On 1st of January
-Drunk and did foolish things at adrians place.
-Caused a number of upset for my manager
-Short cash in the cashier
-Worst of all My 3rd grand aunt who I always called her Yi Boh passed away

It was all of the sudden that I woke up early in the morning finding myself at adrian’s place then. Went to the toilet to relieve myself than felt this very drowsy situation, so I was knock out in the toilet. It was so bad that I work up his whole family. I released that I was someone was knocking on the door very hard, Then use my hand to flip the release then knock it up wards again. Was given a cold shower than felt awake, thinking why was I in Adrian’s place, felt extremely embarrassed so I left but fell down on the floor a few times.

Went to work trying to be professional n kept myself busy doing work, but I don know y out of the blue my tears will roll without feeling that it did. Got into trouble a few time forgetting this n that.

Thank goodness there was choon wei to visit me. Once I reach back home, don have the key back home. Was wandering where on earth was everyone, until when I call my brother, my brother told me that devastating new of my grand aunt passed away.
Never was I so shock in my life before, almost fainted but choon wei grabed me.

When to the pallor with cw accompanying me. Cried quite bitterly when I saw her in the coffin resting so blissfully. What I was more sad about was actually that she became so skinny, she is not the yi boh I used to see. I can see that she had gone through a lot of pain. So hurt to see her like this.

Was more hurting when I see all my family members so sad never before. Especially my grandmother and her sisters were all over there. Most of them were strong in their heart but i can fell the sorrow that they r in. It was the atmosphere which bring me very very down.

That night None of the sisters when back home, they stayed together with each other, as This will be their last few days spending time together with my 3rd yi boh. Being able to see her for the last few times through the coffin makes me want to remember how she looks like.

When it was late at night, I cried even more thinking the days when she is around. I will go into details when I am going to have a trubite post for her. I wet my bed that night. I miss my days with jesus.

I m back

After so much i have enough .
I am going to make a come back.
so now this is how i look like

for then.Life is so misirable. so many things happen.2006 is going to be hell for me. i am so sick of thing feeling like so many things happen. Going to make a shout out saying i m not that so str8 after all. Sobz

Dennis is Suspended

Due to some unseen circumstances.This is a notice to the world out there that LEONG WAI CHONG, DENNIS will be suspending Blogs and contacts till further notice. Apologies for the inconvenience caused .

WHAT THE HELL

Rewinding back to yesterday I have to add on that I went to Ikea with feli. However was not able to make it to her house yesterday because her granny was in bad mood. So stranded at Ikea and had lunch there.

WTH (1)
K here goes I was getting my dinner at boon tong kee chicken rice stall at about 11pm. Than the waiters taught I wanted to sell something than tried to stop me from entering. Haha than later I expained, then they let me in.

Than 1 of the waiter shouted loudly, Wah Leng Zai(Pretty Boy) hold so many shopping bag. Then he came to my bags and say” Wah Leng Zai holding L’Oreal WAH Branded leh. Than he added Wah Leng Zai must be doing Sample than holding so many sample. WAH only Leng Zai can use such things to do sample. I was like what the fuck man but to just walk away back home fast.

WTH (2)
Today Was a rather SWAY day. First today during lunch at Pasta Mania my Gerneral Manager, Audit ,Area Manger came down to inspect I was WTF, I had long hair, that ear stud that feli gave me, and my shoe lace kept coming out . Panic man… it was so busy, there was a staff who did’t come. Kitchen Staff OVERSLEPT than came down at 2 PM. Wo de tian ar…..

I work till 4 and I was transferred to Habour Front at 5pm, because they do not have enough stuff. Wah Liao I buy 4D also not that accurate. Guess WHAT I saw GM and them again. I could see that they were screwing the manager there hard. I ran to the toilet and get my hair done then ran back cuz I was almost late. Then my area manager ask me eh y u again, then I was like” I was attached here” . Then he screw the poor manager “why did u use Funan’s Staff.

WTH(3)
This happen today at the toilet, this man was waling along the passage to the toilet. So happen I walk out of the guys toilet than that guy was looking if he is going to the rite toilet cuz he just pass by that door I was like again WTH.

WTH(4)
When I was on my way back home I saw a body lying down on the road. Soo many Kaypo was surrounding it slowing the traffic.. Again I was WTH.

Aid has Arrived

Well wats wrong with me yesterday I have cause quite mistake yesterday.
1) I over took a train to Bona Vista instead of Queensway
2) Misunderstood Felicia’s “Joke”
3) Took the wrong bus to work
4) Collected the consolation prizes instead of the 3rd
5) Got the wrong fluid into the dinks.
There was a singing competition, oh man most of their voices cannot make it. There was 1 that I kept lufing about it, not that I am bad, but I cannot control. Oh ya I have collected the L’Oreal Prizes at the main office man its dam heavy I was holding Kiriyama in Hand and 3 large loreal bags. Haha I an gonna bring everything out from the bag and play and it sounds that I have a year supply of hair products in room. I took a photo of this relief items. Oh yes these have came into aid. I taught it was vouchers but now they gave all this.

Haha I am gonna lift my 4 years ban of facial products. I used to use these products when I was my old self. Will the same old brand new me come back. I am also gonna lift my ban on Guys using face mask. Woop:X guess I will try it out everything they gave to me hahaha.

This is a list of things I can find in my bag.

I have
12 X Hair Dye(901,740,716,613,545,533,507,77,74,72,73,66,)
3 X Colour shampoo
2 X Energy Shampoo
3 X Straight ANTI Frizz smoothing milk
3 X Gel Water
1 X Hot straight Cream
1 X Hot Curl Cream
1 X Architect Wax
2 X Remix
1 X Out Of Bed
6 X Styling Gel( Wet Look, Fixing Gel, Mega Fixing
6 X Invisi Gel (Normal strength, Extra strength, max Strenght)
4 Pack Face Mask
2 Deep Purifying gel
4 Deep Exfoliating Gel Wash
1Anti- Degreasing moisturiser

Autumn Cleaning

Hmmm, I m tired, but I am gonna built back my life now. I was so farked up when I was told I got to do a sub paper.
To bitch about it, u see:
A) I spend 3 weeks on it spending all nights in the Workshop doing my work
B) I left out my friends for a while. ESP(Li Jun) I am so sorry about that.
C) I stop working and it have affected my plan of going overseas
D) Tommy u told me that my artefact is able to pass but u told me a different story on the critic day.

Now I have to plan for my task list for my holidays
1.Earn lost and lost of money
2.Prepare for O levels English
3.Spend time with friends.
4.Pass my sub paper
5.Learn Photoshop
6.Prepare for the new term
7.Go to Japan and USA
8.Built up body
9.GET MY N90
10.Get HAIR DONE
11. Create and Design the Room
12.Create NEW BLOG

Today I went back to school to see Helen(course Manager) I was thinking to give up. But a ray of hope shined on me, after she said” oh you are the one who did the monkey’’. I was like smiles with yeah in my mind. She gave me some pointers in my “monkey” .She got what it takes to be the course manager, she was not that bad as I taught.

K I am doing Fall Cleaning and yes this is the amount of old cloths I have I will have to clear…. DAMS.

Mummy..... its over......

This is the cause of dissapearance able to blog. So many things happened these few weeks. i can't attend to any of them... haha i did't really work for 2 weeks.i m so tired... This week... is the longest week i ever went through. Even i have finish my work i need to help my brother finish his now.... sobz.... NATAS fair is on this friday, i may want to get my air tickets, i am still mixed to fly Singapore, United or Japan Airlines. May also want to settle on my N90 phone its finally launch i guess its about a 1000 odd... Work work work. Btw thanks Feli for the mental and physical support.

tired

English oral yesterday

First: Rather Simple Passage to read
Second: Picture of some Kids playing five stones
Third: 3 Topics WTF I only have 1 the other time now they only gave me 3
1. Describe a Funny character in a movie
2. Is there anything that you should make fun of your friends
3. why will adults think differently From young children

WTF I am so lost, I think I Cando better the last time. Looks like I will hare , to do aloe of brushing up henna if I only get a C6. PID is gOing to Chage its name to PTD(Prepare to die )