Friday, July 29, 2005

I Finally Won!!!2nd runner Up

haha, I won 2nd Runner up. Finally, i made it some where. I was almost 4th the day before, but finally i managed to rush up to 3rd. Erm, but it make me feel that i have snatch it from Ken, his vote difference and mine is about 20. It was a very compartitve contest, n its the first time i am in this kind of contest. Felt excited, well its 500 dollars and 750 loreal Vouchers. Well have to Spend it on alot of things. 1st on my Kiriyama( my new tablet Note book), 2nd N90( which was delay from the launch on 23 July),3rd my bag packfund, finally my treats to my friends. Well I have to met the winner we exchange our contacts cuz he is a product designer n he wants to look on my profolio. Guess now i have to go, will list out a number of thank u list. Got to list alot alot. Once again Thank u guys i o u all 1 thanks
Final 3, 1st in the middle.,2nd right,3rd me Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Tough Challenge

This r the 500 series of The L'Oreal Paris Feria 3D Colour guys.Stress..... Posted by Picasa
Okie this is a little freaking me out but i hav no choice. The D day have come n its time to vote.
Honestly i feel stress these days n now i have some thing new to stress about. haha okie Look here i don think i can beat the rest. As u can see most of them r real good looking n most of them . It will be publish out on the papers on 21 july n 25 july on monday. To give u guys a clearer picture of the other contestant u can look at the link they set up on the net. http://photobucket.com/albums/v98/angeliatay/Loreal%20Feria%20Men/ .Got to pray hard, its a 1 way ticket to become a model.Stress. Will try to be at my blog again. Thank u so many for helping me again i owe u all somthing. Di n mum thanks with doing the promotion. Feli thanks for being my image consultant. N yeah i ain't no Fan Club lolx

The Final 9 of us
Do i Look Wierd? Posted by Picasa

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Encore: PhotoShot


Went Over to Monday for a Photo Shot at the Singapore Press Holdings(SPH) Building. Actually had some problems with the security. I HATE security Gurads!K here we were all being given make up session. First i was given some hair styling, felt rather sad cause what they mostly had that day was for short hair. so i was at disadvantage.Next they Powdered my face with foundation n eye lashing. Felt Rather like a prince. Bleah.hahaz

it was a personal Shot at first.Followed by shotting of 3's in the same colour, and finally the whole group of us. I was using the colour of 507( Sounds like levis jeans). Rather Very Competive, Felt so Stress:
A:I am the Youngest there only 18(rest was like 20 plus)
B:I am the Only One in Long Hair Compare to the Rest
C:These were profestional models with me. N They look REAL GREAT

Please help me win that $1000 dollars by buying the New Paper on Friday 23 Friday JuLY, Vote for me by Smsing. The Highest vote will win , n there will be prizes for joining the voting. I am at stake, i wana take this short cut to the modeling dream of mine. Pls help me. Well thank u for trying to give me a new life.Sharks i did not bring my Cam along.... arzzz

On Monday had the SA Chalet also. We had to Pay more cause some SA seniors did not turn up n we have to pay the extra cost. WTF. But u guys at the chalet roccks anyway btw i wana tell u all that if there is another 1 i am going.

Oh Yes i Pierce my EAR the first Time OMG. OKie n its on the Right Side u all should know what that means. haha .btw i am not... ya. show u all some time. Pierce it with Mum, Di n DAd haha.

Oh ya On Sunday our guys got first for our Cos Playing Festival. I was A bloody Killer Kiriyama. Congrads to My Goup then, guys u put in effort.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

YES I MADE IT!

ME At 9Pm

Alrite I am So eXcited... Received a Call form Wee Teck a correspont from the New Paper. I was screaming my heart out,but then i was sick. I was one of the 9 finalist choosen for the Loreal Feria Man Hunt Contest.

Well i was sick all these while until i receive this call i felt better. 1st i had a free haircut by a "famos" hairstylist, Andrew. i spent 5 hours in that saloonz, it was rather long but i felt its worth it. Cuz its fRee. N Andrew really sepent alot of time n effort on my hair:) Thank u Andrew

Well they selected the colour for us, hmmm.....I manage to see 5 of the constestant, they r rather competative.... All of them was in short hair n good looking. I am the only one in Long hair.I was like OMG what shall i do to make it to the top 3.The Top 3 will receive cash Prize instead of the rest who r entitled 250 loreal vouchers.

Monday is the Photoshoting n i hope that i had present myself well. I have been rather dull n tired looking these days

Oh yes claire I hope u was not affected by the London Blast.Take Care.Pls drop a msg to tell me if u r fine thanks


Lost my Hair in thE Saloon

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Never felt so SicK b4

Temperature Log
sunday:37.4
Monday:38.0
Tuesday:38.9
Wednesday:39.1
Thursday:?
These 3 days i felt totally disabled. i can't do any thing much but be bed bounded. Sorry for some online pals that i am not able to make it online.

I never seen my self so bad in the mirror.Real bad hairz. I have black eye rings. Cannot believe it even i had sufficent rest, n everyonw says that i over work myself.

Mans i am in deep shit now. I have missed a few datelines and summitions.My Model making, Form Development. Plus plus. so many things to do.

Spent the whole Day watching the 117th International Olympics Confrence.Taught New York Will make a come back. But Congrads to London, it was sort of expected anyway. K this means Claire i will visit u some time then:).

Monday, July 04, 2005

Youth Day

This is the Day when i felt Sick. Its Youth Day n its only Us in our Secondary School UniForm. :P it was Fun
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Sunday, July 03, 2005

WTF Finally got time

Me @ fort Caning

I finally got time to blog. It was a tiring week meeting deadlines. Aww.. i guess how nice if i can blog every day. okie okie hmm yesterday i was at fort caning hill. Waited for the rest alone on the hill spending it for taking pictures n myself. Than met up with the group of 9. Actually did't want to do it but was quite touched cuz they have been sincirely asking me out . So gave in to them.

Than at 1pm manager call me up blurly n ask me to work. I was like WTF. Than work from 3 - 11 pm. Took a number of pictures with them, that i felt that its rather quite fun. hahaz. While
going back to funan met up with a mad man. He ask us if we could spare him some water. Than 1 of my friend was so blur than she pass her drink of can . than he told us the ten comandments of god. we were Like WTF. Than we Just walk awayz.

Arz this mornig i received a letter. it states that i have to report to National Service on Want to add alot more to e blog so many thing else to do.I have to develop the photos.....ARZ
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Boring

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Dream On

Work up this morning and waited around for steven to go online. Mean while i was busy with the screws , nails n hammer. i was sort of noisy n got screwed for waking up my parents early in the morning. But i was very satisfied with the out come of the room. Never seen such a need room before.

I am going to sent this Photo for the Lorel Feria Man Hunt, they just say sent in a photo n they will do a selection . Its a competion that they will select the top 9 and they will do a make over.Top prize is 1000 dollars cash.. I lack this confidence... arz...
haha dreaming on.

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Tired....

Was actually sick on friday, its a very long week, i never had such a long 1 ever since last year. there is so many things to do. From geting my assignment done to doing presentation.There was hardly any time even to go for a toilet break.

Today i went to taka, shop alone n went over to Ikea to get some things. Roamed at there about 3 hours of shopping.Spent a total of $100. For 4 of this items. 2Lights 1 Trash Bin n a store box.

Went over to Dome to visit yuki at her work place n had coffee. Dams every thing in there was expensive. Spent $5 on a coffee.

Gave Interview to someone made from china, but i guess he is the cannot make it type. He worked b4 in WHY NOT (found out its a gay bar).Dots mans, but i guess he is a slacker, he say he is short of cash, n he only can work on weekday but not weekends because he needs to go out with his friends. Wei ling also agreed with me.


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Monday, June 20, 2005

Harsh Week

I guess i am gonna be a very long week for me again. I wish i can give up work for the time being. I think i am getting some trouble soon.

Guess what happen yesterday when i was in the gents. I was adjusting my hair when 1 guy open the door. He Stared as he face me on the mirror. he was sort of shock and took a foot back n look at the door sign. Than he walk in.. Hey that was insulting

Do i really look like a girl? My manager stress i should cut my hair as its misleading.
When over to Di's home to do work. Her House look Great, looks like she have a loving family so nice :).

Waiting for some ppl online just waiting on haha

Saturday, June 18, 2005

I am a Zombee

I felt so sorry for my self, for not blogging for the last 1 week. I have been working for the last 5 days n i felt that i have no life. Shool's working is so crazy, they r pilling up and they are almost able to bury me to my grave.

Things r really turning better within friends, there r some friends that r worth while to cheerish.
I will have to Update my blog. its so packed. i need to breath .I NEED a new phone n i am waiting for the launch of this
N90 Posted by Hello

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Considering this phone too...but its common.
N6260 Posted by Hello

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Yes i may smile 4ever but it Don mean i M happy

Well i have not blog recentlly. Still trying to sove some house keeping matters.
1. Need to get a computer and broadband at jalan rama rama.
2. A new handphone
3. Finish my home work

My good auncle of mine promise that he will help me fix my old com.He kept it for 2 months n he did't touch it. Gosh n he return to me yesterday, looks like i have to DIY n sent it for repair.

I need to get a new hp, its getting on my nerves... i can't stand it. I am like using the oldest phone in Poly,yes its 1 way to keep up to the time. N next month there will be alot of release of new phones . I wander shall i get 1 now.Yesterday Choon wei n i was roaming around orchard,

on friday had lunch with yuki, she is a japanese chinese. wow she is a awesome gal, she have a very very simillar back ground like me. But i felt so sorry for her, her background is so much complicated. She is now working to support herself. Admire girls who r independent n brave no matter what happens. But overall i felt that she is a must make friend.

ppl have been complimenting that i look jap. given the choice of looks n hight, i will head for hight. need to grow in order to be an air steward.

I have pilled up my home work n its not healthy. i think i got to get moving.
Me & Yuki Posted by Hello
Refresh Orientation "MODELS" Posted by Hello

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Traveled Alone Again

Work up in 7am in the morning than had a quick breakfast n rushed to the bus stop n went over to Bugis n took a 1h15 mins bumpy bus ride to Johor. I felt rather lucky that it was smooth traffic towards johor and there was a short Que.I am very particular my stamping of my passport, i will always request the counter stuff to chop on a page according to date.So it will be much easier to back track the days i travel.
Well people may think that i m crazy to travel to Malaysia Alone to cut my hair.
3 reasons i go over:
1.The stylist is real professional
2.They Charge more cheaper over there
3.The results r really great
Spent about an Hour in City Square to go some quick shopping and just rush back to school. Some things in dams the whole ride took me 2 hours form Johor back to temesek poly. Lucky i was not late. Things change for the better, i am able to click with my friends in School.:)

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Smooth Sail

I guess i have over spent for the last 2 weeks i guess i have spent about 800 dollars. Those were on T-shirts, Design Equiptments and stationary. Well it can't be help i am now a tertiary student, things have been expensive. I was so happy when i got my Student Bus Pass, which can help me save a little money and i can there will be no travelling restrictions.YEAH!

I went through an interview for the student ambassadors in the school on friday, well was quite gald that i was choosen. However they stress they will have to cut my hair if it gets too long. so i was rather freaked up.

never Have been thinking about the negetive stuffs these days, things turn possitive, start making nice friends, Denise, Jasline, Yuki, Yuan Ling, Rongwei,plus plus. Was quite happy that i made more female friends, cuz i will always stick with a bunch of guys, n people will mistaken me of being gay.Though i have a few friend who r gay.

Read some bogs this morning,i just don understand y people cannot be faithfull to their relationship. Its like u have partner n u go on a night stand with some1 else, maybe much more better looking?.Next NEVER B in a relationship cuz u wana spent the money of the other party. NEVER do that or i am gonna call u a cheap SLUT n i am not gonna talk to u i am also gonna look down on ya.

I have been trying to Dig some old songs from my CD collection, NSYCH, A1 , Yuki. I wander if u did that before but it will bring back some memories of your past. Those were the times....

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Long day

I spent about 3 hours telling my tuition teacher,Jie hao my problems that i have been experiencing for the last few years. He have been a good listener.by then it was about 3 am when we finish talking n i just roamed about tanjong Pagar for the next three hours for the first train to Changi Air port to sent LiJun off to beijing....

i am filled with envy for here, so lucky can travel overseas now. till today i m still travel stressed, i want to leave singapore for the time being.I WANT TO TRAVEL!!!

Monday, May 30, 2005

Cool? Nah.... Posted by Hello


Some pic that i taken of my self.
See guys it always happen like this,i can't get the person that i want to be with . Neither i can't be with the person who like me. Okie this is a little confusing, but it there anyone that u can find that really love each other? Okie a 23 year old gal confested her love for me.

She feel that i am a person on the cold site, but if someone were to know me from the inside. They will find that i am a warm n intresting person. Well to be honest i did considered cuz i prefer to be with some 1 that is mature.

buts again love is not somthing that can be built over night. I am not trying to imply that i like some1 else. there is some1 in my mind but its the distance that is seperating us. Lets hope somthing work out.

Like on Saturday nite i saw Yuki on the train with her bf. i did't say hi cuz just don wana disturb them, but just a strange feeling in my heart jelious or envey? hmmm maybe both.I know there r alot of people having this concern on me. i really wana thank them. but i have been leting most of them down.

I told my mum yesterday that i wana drop out of my polytechnic and go into hairdressing. I guess it somthing that i will like. Than i had a hell out of it. Dams trying to fix my life....

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Getting back to normal

Tryin to put back the pieces of my life.
Life is like a maze in which you try to avoid the exit.
I am quiet stress....
Tired.
Exaused.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Back to Square

Its Horrible.... Qi yuan now is u. Another person who is leaving me. That person that u like restrict u from going out with me... Sad this is now so ugly. I don know y this is happening to me again and again. everyone is like leaving me. Its was raining yesterday in the bus n i was weeping at the back seats of the bus. Its like so cold, i juz can't share my problems with anyone.
i felt that who the hell will understand me? Its like i only have share with Qi Yuan, but now qi yuan is being lock up.....

I guess i will have better luck in Short hair. i felt like i just want to shave my hair back to the normal dennis i use to know, n its also 1 way i can repay my mistake. Darms. wander how i will look.

Monday, May 23, 2005

Normal Day

Okie it was some sunday i was doing house keeping all these while. Just Prepaing for the Lessons in school, More for house keeping today.dam felt so guilty this morning i played steven out. was suppose to chat with him at 8 am. Dam.... Sorry.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Great Camp

Wowz Temesek Design school have the best school Sprit award!!!!

K i was having this camp for the last 3 days.We went to Sentosa on the first day but there was not much fun. The first day was Awfull, there were some spoilers in the camp .I reliase there r many bitches around the school. N the guys there r so gay or wierd.

i was sharing my sleeping bag with Rong Wei, when i herd Randall n Some st pat's guy screamed "hay don touch me" , " can you make more space for us" ....They did get touchy .Dots. Out of the blue guys will compliment u," hey u look sexy".... This are the guys in Design Schoool.

Lots of Guys cross dress that day for the performence nite, it was horrible but funny. Last day was the D day, we really unite as a school to compete with the other schools. lolx i was cross dressed for the games. Dots what is going on...It was quite Horrible for us because design school is so small & we r competing with business... We lost though but we still got the best sprit school cup.

This is Year 1 Temesek Students INtake 2005
Engineering 1400
Business 1000
IT 600
Applied Science 500
Design 360

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Monday, May 16, 2005

First Day of POly

Okie i really don know what to u when i work up in the morning. Its like the longest time that i spent in the toilet geting dress up for school.I reach there rather early, n i m quite early....N periods i don know anyone. there was no one from beatty.

K got into this group call"Titian" ,meet this munch of noisy ppl Caleb,Rei and Randall. K everyone is so fake... i was having a social struggle, everyone is with they special topics about annimae n i was like sorry wrong channel.

I was Even ask to Course Dress.. Qi Yuan Said Str8 no fot that. or else i am going to be condam.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Very mEssed up Again

okie the first time that i type this entry was when i was chating with steven
K here goes i am very mess up and i have not been replying my smses. sorry i am very messed up n i don know how to reply.And its cuz of 2 ppl. A Guy n a Gal

The guy makes me very guilty for ruining his life.
The gal just can't let me give her an answer.

Here the story goes, hope to seek advices:

There is this gal that i know since i was secondary 1.
at then i did't dare to express my feelings for her.
When i was about to do that on my birthday.
2 of her best friends came up to me n tell me not to express to her.
This is because they say that she said i am not her type of guy.
So then we still remain as good friends and even best friends.
During our secondary 3 lives, we have been busy with our studies
Then she got herself a boyfriend.
I have to admit that i love her but as a friend.

Loving her, was like caring for her, hope that everything is fine, as long she is happy and i can be there when she needs me or a hearing ear.
Years later she broke up with her boyfriend.
Now she ask me to start a relationship with her n if i still have feelings for her
And she told me the pass about her feelings for me.
As more past was dig up, i am more depress n lost.
She also ask if i can change my personality for her, and she is wiling to wait.
THE ENDED
I am having mixed feelings. i think most likly i have to turn her down. this is because its hard to change my personality, it will either take a very long time or i will return back to square.

k saying about other things. i am training up now at the cali gym and getting prepared for my poly to starts. Get getting a little excited. :) hurry n cheers its a wander i will get a 1000 plus kisses

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Sweet People Ard mE

Kenny do take care of yourself. Thanks so much for ya book. That is real real sweet of you to get it for me. Kenny do take care of ya self in HK and when u r in China. i Have been there and there r alot of cheaters there.

k just was in the gym in the morning, did alort of wierd exercise. Just felt quiet lonely. Same as usual in Funan, I was rather shock that only Ayu and Eric r the mangers left in the outlet. suppose to have 3 manager but now with two.

I accompany Jian Kai for a hair cut at reds. Spend quite a long time catching up with him, well sounds he had more problems that he is willing to share. Went back to my outlet to have dinner, just then sub pass me a book which is from Alex(kenny). At then i was really really touch, i am n i am really am.

My Blood Test result is comming out soon. than its then how am i gonna know y i have a slow growth. n i am still waiting for alot of ppl to go online especially Steven. Miss his chats.

Claire of course i did remember you, n i will never forget about u. i got to make it clear that i am not gay. glups. lolx. just a number of bad accidents for the month.

Dear friends, u may be far away from me, but if u chat with me anywhere i just felt u r just next to me. Thank u

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Building Up?

K on sat Spent About 3 hours at califonia gym, i was rather suprise that they say my body is very easy to train. Thanks To Elton for the two weeks trial thingi. Everyone look so AJ in the Gym, including me. hahaz. I WANA TRAIN ON MY APS

Later i we went for luch at Yuni Yuki, n have a buffet. Just keep eating, i think i am growing up. And then Brought a $110 microwave,which i called my bro to share half. ITs like dam heavy i was like caring 20kg around its like dam heavy.

Dam.... i am so shock to hear things from Li Jun. Still quite lost though. Steven ya to poor lab top, dams i miss chat with u....Grins
Alex aka kenny, u r a very sincire person. Pls take care when u leave for Hong Kong. Keep In touch. Finally can write somthing happy:)

Friday, May 06, 2005

I Surrender

Perhaps i am born with bad hair. Promise to get it cut real soon. its getting out of hands, and its serious.Everyone just ask me to cut.

K mainly today i was so happy because i no need to go to work.
but many things cork up for me. Just imgine me leaving my key outside of the door for 2 hours when i was not at home.

Here goes, i traveled back to Toa Payoh from kovan which was about 45 min, to change into new cloths in blastier. The weather was real real bad,because there was a storm. when i reach the door step of blastier i just can't find my key.So what i did was that i took a taxi n rush back to KOVAN.

Just at my door step i was like phew no 1 open the door n theykey was still there, but i still gave a sign of relieve to find nothing missing in the house. At first i was suppose to meet Li Jun At suntech City. but. ya i got to change the place n meet her 2 hours later at Toa Payoh Central but felt very very bad about it.

Haha i don really like walking around Toa Payoh Central cuz there r alot of Ex school mates there. They Will give u this stare like looking at a strange monster. K but most of them r our school gals. haha was about to tell them sorry i am Gay. LOLx. i n li jun laugh abt it.

Left li to Uti to pick up her ex than i just went home to prepare for the dinner at SAFRA. MY aunt is a poor driver, don really know her way even we have the rite dirrection so we spent 15 mins on the road aimlessly finding the club.

Every thing was good that nite, the food especially. Burbs i was a little drunk then.

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OMG ... more n more ppl says that i look very gal gal. Have i pi-cha-ed? I don know... I am in intense preasure to Cut my hair.Dots .....Jeremy, i taught its i am just n innocent broom. n there u go. but was still glad to chat with ya online.

Gosh last nite some1 call me up at 2 am, n its was some friend form malaysia. Than Qi Yuan Was like so sick, talking to a dead person.

I am still waiting for some ppl to come online back wana chat with them...
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

One After the OTher

Hmmm... many of u guy may feel that my blog is 1 of the saddest blog u have ever seen but this is how sad my life is, for most of my encounters. Alex hope that your life will be better after leaving singapore, i guess u need a change of enviroment. There r too many sex craver in singapore.

Mei Ling our Outlet manager had left for causeway point. Now Irin is leaving for suntec city.I was like so lost the whole day when i hear this. Next i guess is Ayu. This is two out of the 3 mangers i serve have left. Got to adapt to new Managers.

At times i really wana quit mu chuan n Pasta cuz of different reason, but i am really need of cash. Okie u ppl out there given a choice btw money n happiness which 1 will u want? This is me i need cash n happiness.

Yesterday i was trying to protect Jie Hao form the yellings from Vicent. N yes jie hao no matter is your group singing that day. So what vicent if u r the boss u have to understand ur feelings of your singers.

Steven ya driving me everywhere on the msn:P Hugs!

Monday, May 02, 2005

Ah Chew.....bad flu

I declare a War on All Gay uncles, pls i just wana tell them to look at the mirror(Even it will break). Disgesting old jerks who r old enough to custrate them self. Smile at me like some hungry wolf which did't eat for billions of years. Saying about disgusting topics, freaking me out.

Reason y i am anti gay auncles is cuz there was a few that force to get numbers from me, n i still blurly gave. In the end i was the one who suffer they call u, want to go out with u, wana be friends. pls. stop those dirty tricks. Save it for the aunties or grannys.

still confused over some things i don know y, seems that i have to be firm what i want. Know this very sweet, nice, sincire person Alex. he had seen my blog n thanks for that. I enjoyed what ever we chat.

Thanks Elton for ur invitation for ur two weeks califonia GYM.thats nice of ya.
ppl says that i m indepent. i guess i am not. this is because i still want to remain childish, don really want to grow up. i am a bitich? Slut? hahaz what ever. i am a slow typer hope not to offend anyone.

N yes i have off my phone for a month to filter those auncles, i am considering to change my number too.
Think i have hurt choon wei,i am strip off by work. Qi Yuan sorry hor was juz giving u a dirty joke of a 3some. lolx. don take it too seriously. n i will not be a 3 party. I am quite sick now, i guess it should be the weather. Hope to get well soon, thanks for the worries n concern friends, cheers~

Saturday, April 30, 2005

All SerVice CreWz Posted by Hello

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Web Cam

Here Goes i got a web cam. I hope i don Miss use it. when Clubing that day around chinatown. First place i went, was block by the boucer... Next walk a few streets down to somewhere else, n i was Trying to remember Xiao Hui's IC Number n other details, just in casr if the bouncer test me on the number.... Was rather Fun to Know elthon, Xiao hui, Louis, very great ppl to teach me badz. OKie i was rather gross with what happen in the pub. But it was normal from what they say.

Sunday was MEi Lings Last day in FUnan. But i Screw up her last day. SHe was quite boiled up actually. i Did't sleep on saturday's nite. That y when i work i am like so tired

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Seducing?

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Okie Yesterday i was more free to blog.. Have been receiving wierd phone calls don know y.. Sharks i deserve it, since i have offended so many ppl.So i have been offing my phone yesterday. Worked yesterday 5-10 but it they did't Extend my pay even i work till 11pm.. Grinnn..... hmmm in the afternoon went for a swim i did't expect that it was that great. then was playing with the digi cam, Sianz. Used this as my Display for msn. Eric Told me that my photo are Seducing, Qi Yuan thinks i am trying to sent the wrong msg out"I want to Have it" N i was like OMG. Well i am real sorry Li Jun, I wander if there are anything wrong with ya phone sms u a number of timES. HAPPY DELATED BDay anyway! Hahaha i am no Longer Mu chuans " Manager", so i have more time now

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Give me WinGS!

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Okie i am so happy today but go to keep my blog short. Cost $70 leh
Just got my Ear Phones Finally!!! Yeah Love it very much. Wahahaha i need not lend them from Desmond or use the spoil Phone. Got to Keep Going Work..!

Sunday, April 03, 2005

It's Over

i am still finding a day to leave the country, after not being able to find a way out to go japan.
i wanted to cry many times due to my "depression", but i am too tired to cry.
After losing kok Rui as best friends(the reason is cuz he lost my trust), i never cried from then.
If at that point of time he spare a though for me as best friend,he would have tried by all meants to protect me. but no he did't. What over is over i don wish to bitch around things that have happen months ago.

Guess What my pay for MARCH was $25.60 when i work about 60 hours. Haha there was a cork up cuz it was a new HR who is counting money. i taught she our money n run away. I smell so much like a Pasta, with podomoro sause and Fermerson Cheeze. So my advise to you guys out there don't work in pasta mania.

Friday, April 01, 2005

Sunsine after RaIn

I felt that i have lost some1 though

12:00 am
asked out my special friend to listen to me.
He waited for me at the Serangoon MRT station.
At then i felt so much hope, there is at least some 1 to listen
went under the vold deck and chat.
He showed me his photo since he was young.
haha he was like so cute then, saw his transformation of life

3am: slept but felt much more better

12pm: work up at then was mess up, but trying to re orgainise my life.
Fixed my friendster.

3pm: I was still not eating any, i taught of going down to eat my
lunch with choon wei. but he was booked by his friend. Its raining then,
i walked to Peoples park to find something to eat, but i roamed around the
hawker center found nothing appealing.so left the area

5pm: Went back mu chuan Cooked left over Pasta's at every thin

6pm: Started working but ya. I am quite alert this time. Now Mu Chuan is
in a major make over. i will just try to fix it. Yeah got Choon wei to work in Mu
Chuan.

11pm: had a bad chat with Jayden. I think its my fault though.
but i found out why will that happen to me.
Hope that he will forgive me though.
I think i have been the splinter of their friendship.
Is there anything that i make up for?
Sorry manz.

but its rewarding i found a special best friend today.
Thanks God.
Amen.