Keep a smile

Somthing really bad happened to me these few days, and i am not going to share it over here until everything is settled down. I am quite distracted by this matter indeed till the extend that i am not sleeping well. The feeling is like you have been wrongly accused, there are things to be clarified , but there won't be much changes even it was done.

Meanwhile i will like to stress that sodennis.blogspot is a blog which serve the interest of me Leong Wai Chong Dennis and friends. Its a blog to share my current life, interest, and to let you friend know more about me. There shall not be any unlawful post of ill intentions and unhealthy infulence on readers.

But then life have to go on, i taught of not going out with the rara gang to sentosa after i answered an unplesent news on the phone. But in the end i wish to go because i will feel the same if i don go out, and it may be worst. Was late but met up with Rei, Feli, Randall, Illyana, Rika,MOI guy, Jasmine,Cherve and shawnpaul(freshiee). I was draged into the water by rei n shawn.Haha so we had fun at the beach on, playing with seawater and chatting all the way.I was raped later by all of them using sand....look..

-Fun @ e beach-

-I was raped-

We hang out at e beach about 3 hours then we head down to Raffles place to have our sakae sushi buffet. Haha we did't ate to the value that we paid. haha. After that bought shawn a cake secretly then headed to the esplanade to celebrate his birthday with the skyline of singapore.Rei and I had to fake smoke to give him a suprise... Really had forgeten my problems for the time being, thank you guys.

- cream on shawnpaul( bday boi) & me -

100th Post

Haha i am suprise that there is still people reading, thank you!This is my 100th post, hence i am going to put a recent photoshot that i have not post it b4. Well not a very good post to start off my 100th post, I am going for surgery tomorrow for my gums that was not in good shape and guess that its going to be expensive. This week will be be much more free as there will not be alot of work to do, and i am not placed on my schedue. Had alot of washing and clean up in my house today. I was suppose to change the theme of my blog i think i have to wait a little while more.But then i changed the back ground .Meanwhile i like to thank Jared for taking these photo for me thanks:)

Camp Ignite

Hmmm… it have been almost a week that I have stoped blogging.I was all the while in my polytechnic, doing my design orientation camp as a programmer. Everything was fun mixing around with the freshies. Expecially seeing that freshies having fun with the games that johnathan and I planed.

- Design Game -
-TP wide games-

-Having fun-

In the camp I did sleep together with them, but as a programmer in the sub com we have to fo a lot of planning for camp. Haha this year I had the honour to be the final clash coordinator to plan and motivate the freshies, like what I did when I was a captain. Initialy I was only suppose to assign people for the Olympia games but then due to the situation, I had to allocate people for the regatta ( dragon boat) and the cheer team . In the TP Olympia, the first few games we were doing very very well with huge leads, until the 4th and 5th group which did’t do very well. I was disappointed but then also happy cause I did see the freshies had fun and that was more than enough.I had fun working with the main com and sub com, it was an enjoyable and yet killing camp :) Weather was kinda funny also because of the rain it have resulted us to cancel the pasir ris games. Even the final clash for the empires which was suggested by me was cancel, just when we were ready for it. i was like WTF For the last few days the GL and programers are not eating well because we had gave all our food to the freshies...

- Programmers having fun -

- The power of design -

I am sooooo hell tired now, even I have a full night rest, however I am still feeling very very tired, I am still with black eye circles and my sallowen gums.. I will not dislocate my working place as I just got to know that it is not rite.

Back to reality

- First World Hotel -
Day 3 was nevertheless boring. Spend most of the time sleeping in my room.Than went down to starbuck to get internet connection. Then spend this 7 hours sitting on the coach to singapore.sit until my arse catched fire.

Its all the way sian when i am back in singapore i have to work recently. Next week i will have to entertain the Design orientation camp, so well holidays is coming to an end. It when i m going to lose half of my next life. hai~sianz

- In the coach -

Play Day

- That is my hotel! -
Today semi fine day, it was very very bright in the morning and it rain later in the afternoon. Woke up very early with my brother to Cheong theme park and when i got in at about 10am i just realise that most of the rides were not open.But then as typical singaporean we went to que for the go kart ride.

- The Brothers -

- Took in a moving cart -

My go kart was gay no.05, it was 1 of the last to flag off but my kart over ran everyone in the race. later we went to take the sky flyer, it is not free even we purchase our all park 1 day pass, we have to pay 10 RM for for this ride. Then i bought that photo for 10RM, which we look both good in it,and cuz its to keep those memories of our youth.

Well later it rain n most rides were canceled, then we headed into the indoor theme park. For that day we played alot games, go kart, 3 roller coaster, swings, that a few more games. Did not use that pass up to it value.

Walking around the park bring me memories with my family was together. It also remind me the time which i played with my friends and relatives in my younger day. Memories kept flashing in my mind, just then i shook my head and smile as i realised that i have aged. Taking photos with my brother was not easy , so was lucky to take with him today. Treasure the time with the people around you, smiles

Up in the mountians

I have reach Genting n its my first day up there.well i travel some 6 hours journy to get up there . Well the view was great with old plams on the high way. Malaysia seems to change a little after 5 years, haha but now i reliase they teach sex education on a road toll!! haha i think this is a recent social problem to them cuz they r playing with new technology.

- WTF !!! -

Genting became more intresting and attractive after the introduction of first world hotel, where there is a indoor theme park and a shopping centre within the resort.

-Its not london or Paris but its Genting-

I am staying at the genting highlands hotel and the view outside of the hotel was awesome. On day 1 there is nothing much that i done, mostly was some window shopping and sight seeing. Hmm i don think its safe here, there was a guy who tried to borrow Hoshin(my N90), hell no i that i lend him i just acted jap than walked off. lolx, i can't believe it i am having my break!

- View outside my window-

-Pic Frenzy-

I resigned!

After the huge uncertainty of weather i am going to habour front or United Square, I offically resigned on sunday leaving a record of 1 year and 5 months with pastamania . First i would like to thank auncle jef for accepting my resignation, and the rest of the supporting staff for their guidence during my line of duty.

Its now bye to Pasta Mania, there will good and bad memories, i will never forget what i have learn . Time to keep kickinG!

New Hair new life

Haha k i took a picture of myself after my hair cut. There was no Jam to JB to my suprise ,it took me only 30 mins for both clearance to malaysia soit was as smooth as butter. Had a last min comparion Desmond(not my brother), a very talkative and nice person, so that i was not alone the whole day. Well i got to tell u the awesome hairstylist of my fabian the dirrector of Zen Salon @ Jalan Kris Kebru http://www.zen-saloon.com/ . Well thinking of getting ur hair done?

Am i going Genting?

After so many things that happen. i felt that i should deserve a break..I Will be going there 3 days 2 nites with my family. hmm this should be my 8th time going to genting. I still have my ticket to fly anywhere in south east asia by sq, i wander when i can use it. Tuesday will be my day to do that, but i realise that i have to do alot of things i have to come back to fullfill my never free schedue.

Friendzee @ Wallet Shop

Was working at wallet shop herren today , and siti was the SIC that day. Had a great time with her joking about the WTF hand sign and met one of the part time Joyce for the first time. Kouri was sick today hence, siti have to work full shift and my shift was cut down 2 hours sobz :(. But today i found it rather wierd cuz there was alot of friends and secondary school juniors who entered wallet shop herren. Saw Hazel first, then 2 design school friends, later 2 bty juniors and then 3 bty juniors hahaz. But then any1 want to pay me a visit rite pls do so at my weekly up dated schedue that is link here.

Design Trainin Camp

Its going to be the start of the term, and it is when freshmen comes in. Hence every year we will have a camp for them, to mingle around, make friends, create a bond in school and blah blah blah. I m involve in the programe com, in charge of some game and to ensure everything goes smoothly. Feli , rika and jas struck me with floor, oh man there goers my hair.But then it was a fever which struck me after the rain, as well the swelling of the gums made it worst. So was resting back in our lecture room and i had to miss the nite walk.

Day 2 is much more fun as we went to pasir ris park where there was programe at different stations. Do u know of this game where they use action to pass a riddle to one another using actions in a role and the last person have to guess. Guess what they was told to guess boreback mountain, i was like WTH... haha the guys and gals were doing action of screwing each others arse. i got a video of it i am gonna post it on utube.. awahaha

-see the mess we have to clean after e games-

-having fun?-

-trying very hard to duck walk-

Tick Tag my Blog

-Fashion Show-
For the 90th post i will introduce taging in my blog so that its easier to give comments. Wanted to do this for a long time but it was because of the laziness that is born in me. The Diploma show is a good 1 did by kevin.But was not able to work verry well in the diploma show... Well these few days i have lost a little of my usual diet. I can't even eat this pear below, my gum just bleads

-Pear with my blood-

I just receive my pay yesterday, haha was so excited about it. Working in the wallet shop is definately better then pasta mania.hmmm still thinking of getting a big sweep ticket...

Semi Sick Person

This week kills and there's no room that i can squeeze time for myself... It is real pack with work and SA(student Ambassadors) duties. Well guess what i m sick in this kina weather again. My gums were badly swelled and its bleeding anytime i eat anything. Besides that there is frequent headpains, blocking nose, heatyness. I am trying to get myself as much ginseng and medicine that i can get to make me feel better, but seems like it have not come to any use. Hence this have made me have craving for plain and simple food like poridge & noodles.

Meanwhile this week will be involve in this major event of Design Thinking & Innovation Conference and TP Design Diploma Show. The desidn show is about the display of the final year work in that show. Hope to see u all at the dip show cuz i will b there on friday n sunday.

I am going to get a big sweep ticket soon, since the draw is coming soon.I am just going to buy some hope to b richer, then i no need to fall futher sick. Well try your luck at most what u have to lose is just $3.

Da Chang Jin Fever

Lately i have not been feeling not very well partly cuz of watching the VCD of this and not having enough rest because of that,n now i am at Disc 25 / 50. This means i have half more way to go and this is 1 of my only way to destress when i work . This story is very good unlike some chinese show like metor garden 2 and my fair princess( huang Zhu Ge Ge), that bring you rounds and rounds. Haha from this show u can learn abt the wonderful culture of Korean.Omg y am i doing and saying this??!!i hope i am not changing my dirrection of learning Japanese to Korean.

Beside that i think this show can teach me alot in life... On how to preserve, stay strong and not to give up.My blog Athem is Onara the main OST of Da Chang Jin. Arr.... i wish i can finish this CD fast. Anyone else into this show too?

From Grap's Blog
Onara
오나라 오나라 아주오나
Onara onara aju ona
(Come, come, forever come)
가나라 가나라 아주가나
ganara ganara aju gana
(Go, go, forever go)
나나니 나려도 못노나니
nanari naryodo motnonani
(I'm flying. But even though I'm flying, I can't have fun.)
아니리 아니리 아니노네
aniri aniri aninone
(No, even though I don't like it, I won't have fun.)
헤이야 디이야 헤이야나라니노
hey-ee-ya di-ee-ya heyeeyanara ninochorus
오지도 못하나 다려가나
ojido mothana daryogana
(even though I can't do it, bring me there too)
에야~ 디야~ 에야나라~ 니요~
aeya diya aeyanara niyochorus
오지도 못하나 다려가나
ojido mothana daryo gana
(even though I can't do it, bring me there too)

Sorry to Friends

For my recent months i was held up with work and some other commitment.To be honest i declare i am in debts and i have to work to repay. This was due to my lappy and my previous back packing trip. And thats why i am working so hard.

Haha in in design School that will be very little time that we are able to mix with our friends or even have time to work.I have tried to dig time as much as i can as soon if i have time i will be there to spend time with you.
Yesterday was a very busy day was preparing an investitue for the kids at blastier hill primary school .My blood was suck dry by them wahahaha. This was the most simple investiture that i did for years and its prepared with in 2 hours... What the hell, what am i doing with scouts again...

Class & Last

-BBQ Frenzy-
On sat we had a class gathering over at my place. About 20 people was there, however there was still people who were not there .Do u know y? Miss N n her gang will be down but then one of the gals cannot make it so eventually everyone cannot make it. Then i herd they cannot make it because they were all sun burn. Don't wana talk much about it, okie what we did was we had bbq, ps2 gaming, n water polo.

-5n1 Water Polo Team-

-In Loving memory-
The next day... went to work and and realise that i was geting a transfered to CPF when i wanted to go over to united square. So that day was my last day in funan, there was tears and a feast. Took Pictures with a few people and sniffs a little. May be i may may be able to take refregee at Habour front. Sobz....I am so free for the next 3 day i guess i will make time for friends and organise my life

-Counter w/o Dennis-

-Last Pic with Michelle-

- 2 "cute twinks" -

If there is a reason...

Just then a i receive an sms saying that the promises is valid and it takes an sms. But thinking of somthing i over saw ".. he needs to face it alone.. eventually we cant always be there for him.. that's wat i realise long ago. but he doesnt seem to get it somehow.." It contridicts a little.

This morning i cried while hearing my transfered was not sucessful to novena square for pasta mania. I cried because of my working attitude, why do i always have to put in emotional feelings to my work. I just realise that in the working world realiaty is somthing that you have to have face and problem r there for us to solve it n not to run away from it....

Special Msg for Paulo: "you have a special voice , don give up just like this, we tend to be nervous when we never experience such judging, but as we learn from the first time, we tend to be stronger for the next one".

Oh yes remember i told you the online booking thing now you can see my schedue on http://sg.calendar.yahoo.com/wizardboisg

Scars of time...

It happened a month ago and its still fresh in my mind. Just was not able to take such a blow. For the last few week i was asking myself where r u now? Didn't you promise to be there when i needed u most.

Yet you tell people around you it was better for you not to be there for me as you will hurt me further. What you have taught was to let me learn by puting our friendship at stake. But do you know the truth, at that point of time i really wish that you were there to be there to support me. In the end, I was there to face it with no 1 else but myself.

What else i have to do, but to ask myself what had happened...

Yeah... my Results

RESULT FOR LEONG WAI CHONG DENNIS
AY 2005/2006
NOVEMBER SEMESTER
DPS1001 Culture & Expression--------------B+
DIA1201 Space & Form Exploration ---------B
DPD1401 Human Centred Design -----------B
GFL1003 Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese) B
DPD1407 Design Drafting -------------------C
DPD1406 Materials & Processes ------------C+
DPD2409 Product Rendering ---------------D

Well was quite satisfied with my results this time at least i don not have to do any sub-paper. I herd some 1 in my course fail all except 1 which she just pass, i wander how is she going to make it. Nevertheless i will have to strive hard next sem n i think i drop a 0.1 GPA to 2.69.

Have to work almost everyday, and you get to meet many kind of people. haha do u know i served this guy who is about 16 years old and guess what was his method of payment. A TITAIUM CREDIT CARD, i was like oh my gosh where u got that from..... then the things he got was a birthday present that was quite expensive.... hai how i which i can have cards like this.

Well i will be working on somthing so that you ppl can book me online when i am free. Wahahahaz.

Working @ Wallet shop

The first few days of work was rather relaxing and fun. It made me realise that doing retail jobs are much more better than Food and beverage.Well each have its pro's and con's also, in Pasta Mania, they pay you while you are having ur break and you got free meals, *.* per hour, staff discount. I n Wallet shop, when u have ur break u have to punch out for 30mins then punch in again, some commision , Staff priviages, fifty cents more then my previous job.Oh yes yes pls pls go shoplift at wallet shop when i am around, i will can catch you to get a $100 reward, any1 wana sacrifice for me?Jkjk.This week i will be in Wallet Shop Tampinese and Marina, next week i will be in Herren and JURONG POINT SO bz rite! WTH

Hehe working at wallet shop makes me feel that i m back in my secondary school days.There was a few gals who giggle and stares. lolx awww... makes me so shy... Blush

Well i want to ask you people, is my dress sense a little too gay for me? Will guys who wear singlet, thight shirts or don't look str8 be be gay?

Have not been blogging for a while, was busy and tired. Friend who i owe to go out with... i will squeeze in time for you all. I try....hai~...

1st Aniversary

Well its was 1 year ago since i started blogging, a total of 80 post was posted. Haha i was not able to make it on time to transform the blog to a better looking 1 for you people, sorry for being a an eye sore(Lolx). Well i am for the coming future ahead i will post more interesting topic other than myself and improve on my SPELLING. I hope that http://sodennis.blogspot.com/ can become my 3rd home to remember all my sorrows and Joy, smiles n tears. While sharing my problems and sucess with all you awesome people out there.Thank You for reading :)

International Connection

I felt so happy this morning to receive a parcel from my USA friend Bryson. Aww...he was so nice to sent me this very nice Scout Jamboree Box there was:

1 X cap
1 X T-shirt
1 X Woggle
1 X Wrist Band
3 X Big Caremel Crusted Cookie
6 X Full Embodry Badges

Well counting my international friends that i should contact during the holidays.

China - Sun Qi
Germany - Fred
Japan - Shori, Jun
Madives - Shad
Thailand - Ken , Fer
USA - Bryson , Steven , Henry
UK - Claire


Arr i owe them letters and parcels to these people, but don worry friends i have aready bought you all some things. Well 1 thing is that i like to make overseas friends is because u will be able to understand different people from different country. For ex my friends have been sending letters, their food and photos too.

I starting to feel a little sick, have been having this ulcer on my toungh, uneasy throat and headach.I hope nothing is going to happen to me because my work in going to start. sobzz...

2 jobs in 1 go

Here goes i am working at pasta mania and wallet shop now. Well thinking about it, i guess i will have to give up 1 soon.
Either i give up my $20 dollars of staff meal.

Meet Paulo for movie n watch Final Destination 3. Man it was a very very gross Movie, but a trilling 1. Just imagine that u r rosted when u r doing ur UV tanning, got chop by the end of ur head, your head blasted by bullet shot of pivots. its like dam gross. Had great time with Paulo, thanks for listening to me i had great time at ur place.

I sold my first Masterpiece!!!

I was given back my $15 after doing my cube, yeah hahah and it was not damage. And onto that i was given $50 as my aunt wanted to by that cube. because she felt it was nice and it will be a waste if i throw it away. There was about 200 cubes lying outside the workshop and it was a beautiful sight. I guess they will leave it there until it fades off.

I had a very very enjoyable time with my course mates, this was the first time i went to the chalet with them and we got to know each other more.

Oh yep it have been hot topic about tammy's clips , which are 4 parts of her porn being passed around the web. She lost her handphone and inside that handphone it contains 4 clips of her having sex with her boy friend. Well what i can say, ppl pls there is no wrong to take pictures or video of ur porn, but can u store it in a safer place?And fuck that fellow who pass that video clip around, u will be so bastard soon i swear.

Well i have to say so sorry there will be no more discount going to why not because i have quit after a day of work. And now i am working at the wallet shop, very reasonable pay with commision and i m having my training at Marina Square.

Break the silence

Haha it have been a while i have been in my emo world but i am telling you ppl that i am alrite to start it with a new hair style. Yes i know its bloody short any coments? haha, yeah i miss my old hair T.T

Okie i found a new job at why not, only some ppl will know where it is. Wallet shop called me up also to ask me for an interview. It was paid off after thousand miles of walking around shopping centres around singapore

Oh yes i am learning how to use photo shop CS2 lolx its so sucessful...

Well let me have a new start thank you ppl for the concern for the past few days, i m more than glad to tell you all that i feeling better:)

Turning Point

I guess no 1 understands what i am going through for these few days, execpt myself. No 1 understand how i felt, . Its not so simple to tell others not to do this and that but i guess u will need to experience devastation to be in my shoes. I have tried to get back with my pace of life but after seeing other ppls coments, it turn me back to the square. I have lose some1 who means alot to me, and its will be nothing less than impossible to get that person back. i am facing it, i am a young adult i am not yet a man, every of this experience will make u stronger to grow up, pampered my arse, now everyone felt i should expeced this.

Well for this holidays i have made it a point of what to do.This is my wish list
1. Recover from what i felt
2. Salvage some friendship?
3. Master Adobe Photo Shop CS2
4. New Blog
5. Find a new Job in Retail
6. Leave Singapore
7. smoke( i am 18,n no longer a small KID)

If i don find any job than i guess i will have to sell my natural resource, hahah. I don know y my nose is bleeding recently, was it because of stress or is it due to that virus that i got a few days ago. hmmmm. I think i will need to leave this place for a while its giving me nightmares, people are just taking over my place.

Frozen

Thank you people, who r concern about me in this situation. I just wana tell you all that i am taking it easy and i am fine. I am still very tired of my summitions, for the last few days i only about 3 hours of sleep per day. But then even i rushed trough those assignments, i guess it was poorly done.

Thinking about it i still felt this cold and bitter feeling lying in my heart. QY no longer type honey and mucks in the msg QY sent, QY starts it with "Hey".I wander were is the person that i need most in such a mess. I can't take this drustic change but what i think i need was more time for me to recover my feelings. Did somthing very very silly but felt very refresh and much more better after doing it and its part of the turning point scheme.

I need a new job to keep me occupied,as what my manager feels that it will be good not to think about it.Arr... i am trying all sorts of way to get away with it.Thank you Jared,elton, Wee Teck and people around me for the corncern that u r giving.I will take all your advice to go through. Sorry ppl who r trying to reach me i am too depress to talk or sms.Guess i will need a period of time to recover or get away to somewhere for the time being.

The Circle is broken

It all ended 4 months right after i gave that person 1 of my the most important thing in my life that money can't buy. That person said "did't u sense it that it will be going to be over?". but that was not the most hurting thing QY said, QY explain why QY sms me i love u this morning. QY explained "i said that to you because you deserve it". Y do i deserve it, when its was not from your bottom of your heart, and QY wants to part with me.

I should have taken a look at those signs for the last few weeks:
-Spending time with QY when QY is rushing: QY never spend time with me when i rushed.
-QY stayed at CW house: QY never stayed in my house because QY's parent will scold .
-Stop sending me good nite msgs

I wander what i have done for QY:
- Got into a triangle love for QY
- Giving QY mucks to brighten QY's day
- Gave QY whatever i can

I am lost my world is totally changed. I missed some1 so much and yet such a thing happen and it bleeds.

Its all darkness all around me, but its nothing compared to pain of leaving that person. QY sent me a msg to blave all my hut on QY. But whats there to blame on QY, its me who started this and do everything willingly for that person.

Oh yes i summited my HCD file look at the mess in the studio. I am left with 5 dollars and thats suppose to last me to the end of this month. There is more to come but let me tell you guys, you will no longer see the same dennis that you used see.

VICTORY is Ours

YEAH I passed my Human Centred Design. Twist Twist. Jump Jump. Just like a kiddo. Feel overjoyed of that news, because it was the hard work that paid off . In that creth only 1/2 of the cohort passed that project the rest failed. Well have to focus on the other minor summitions.In the morning Yi Xiang and i was panicing like no ones business. Well after the summitions we were given a treat of KFC in our studio. Look how many chicken we had :)
Took a taxi down to TP with my pinter and stuff and rushed my summitions. Thanks again with the help of my brother and Xiang for helping out in this project. Was dead tired and after that i fell into some sort of deep sleep. yawns yawns . But woke up in the middle of the nite hearing arguement between my aunt n my bro. Oh yep my bro had got good result for his o levels indeed better than mine 15. He want to go hospi;atity tourism, well wish him the best i guess i still need more sleep but guess its important to find a new job soon . hai~

Dying Moments

Hmm I have not been blogging recently due to my asignments lately. sob sob T.T . As usual i am suffering with bad hair everyday during this period. Every day it look very shabby , i need to chop it off soon 1 day.

Guess what, i designed that model above, and its made by me ,yi xiang and choon wei. I remembered how desprate i was when I did this , calling them down to help me. Have pretty good comments thanks guys.

Hmm but again i taught that i may consider a course transfer. i just wander what kind of design i will be intrested in.

Worst of all i am now have a flu and a fever, while doing all this torchlight that we have to summit on monday.Aww anthing worst than this?